school....schmool.... statement of purpose?

annoyance.

all I want to do is go back to school and further my education, and there are complicating factors like GREs and Statements of Purpose.  Now how the eff am I supposed to write one of those if I am still trying to determine my purpose in life?

regardless of what everyone else thinks, I believe that I am doing just fine in finding that out.  Why must everyone insist on rushing me? my thoughts and actions become jumbled with no patience.

  i don't like so many unclear options.  just give me my time to sit and settle my thoughts, and I promise, you will be surprised with the outcome.  I am young and have time to procrastinate.

so what do i do about the Statement of Purpose?

lie? embellish my thoughts? pretend to be someone else?

man, honestly, I can do any of these things.  I learned to shit papers from majoring in Political Science at CSUN.  I just feel like maybe I should try to be somewhat honest.  Considering the fact that I am trying to get a degree in public relations and marketing, I guess I could build off that.  

Honestly, the paper is not going to be as hard as I am making it seem.  

I am simply over thinking it as usual.

I just wish people would stop reminding me that I am still unsure about what I want all in all in this thing called "life."

What if the reality of it is, that I want it all?

all of it. nothing less will do.

will people stop asking what i want to do or who i want to be if i tell them I want to do it all and be everything and everyone?

BAHAHAHAHAHA..... let's see...

"Living involves tearing up one rough draft after another...." - Anonymous