Annoyingly, I can't sleep. Thoughts are running around in my head about life and what comes next. I know I am not a failure in life or anything, I mean I am twenty-effin-three and I am a college graduate. My only problem is I do not know exactly where I want to go next.... Law school? Grad school? Start a business? Marry an athlete? Okay the last one was a joke, relax. I am not a gold digger. I just feel like I could give so much more to the world, but unfortunately, I do not know how, or when, or why, or where to start. I feel like everyone is moving forward besides me. SO, I think I am going to officially and publicly decide that I am going to do it ALL. That way, at my 10 year high school reunion, which is ONLY 5 years away by the way, I may not be anywhere super solid, but I will have experience and depth to my conversation. I will have stories and new languages to share. Yea, I think that sort of measures nicely to a full on career..... I don't think it's awful that I have no real destination in my so called life, I just don't appreciate the pressure from my pops and society I guess. I'm still young, I'm not married, I haven't spit out any babies. I don't need to know exactly where I'm going just yet... :)
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